Lonely...again.

I had a really good run. The last several weeks I have been surrounded by loved ones and awesome friends. I stated in a previous post that Nele was home for a while and it was truly wonderful. She has returned to Germany and I miss her so much.

I'm not doing too awful, though. I mean...sure I am a little lonely, and yes, I do wish she was here again, but honestly, I have been a LOT worse in the past. Maybe it's the fact that we are leaving in less than 3 months to go to Germany; maybe it has to with how busy I am this week; or maybe I'm just getting really good at dealing with my feelings. I don't know, Babs...I just can't help but realize that I am hurting right now. I would say that this feeling will be really intense on Sunday when there is an empty seat next to me.

I just realized I don't even really want to be writing this post. Oh well...live and learn.