Summertime...how I miss thee

Yes, it's summer. I feel like I am missing it. I have not worked during the summer in nearly 8 years. I want to play outside with Joseph and Nele, sleep in, catch up on reading, play in the pool, stay up late watching old movies, have a clean house, grill out almost every night, hang out with friends and family, jump in puddles during a down pour, etc. I just don't seem to have time for that stuff. It's sad really. I guess this means I am now officially grown-up. Too bad. I did turn 35 last thursday, but that shouldn't matter. Is it all in my mind or am I actually old? Do I look that old? Maybe I just need to take Joe out one day and play in the rain...that always makes me feel young. We'll see...